I Am

Men do not get to define a woman’s identity. We can be wild, quiet, or messy all at the same time. Our existence isn’t derived from them.

Jaee
1 min readOct 28, 2022
A silhouette of a woman with flowers blooming from her head.
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You see my bones,
You say they tremble.
You notice my silence,
You interpret my consent.

You scrutinise the curves of my body,
You judge the brazen moves I make.
You witness my rage,
You pronounce me mad.

You. You. You.
Where am I?
I am not made of you.

My bones have the strength to carry
the weight of your gaze —
(I choose not to).

My silence echoes through
the hollow chambers of your law —
(I see them fall apart).

My moves are assertions
from a language unknown to you —
(I see your incompetence to understand).

My anger is against the system
that you built.
Of locks, chains, and walls — 
(Signs of your fear).

I am all that and much more.
I am, and that’s enough for you to know.
I am, so you can stop telling me what you see.

I refuse to limit myself.
I was never made of you,
And will never be bound
By your feeble understanding of me.

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Jaee

My writings voice the thoughts that trouble my mind. You may discover your reflection in these personal pieces. Occasionally, I also write horror fiction.